Grow old with me..

"To live over half of your life with just one person like that.. How many moons must they have seen rising and setting?"

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly"

"When you say that you love someone, you're not always right. But when you feel that you love someone, you know that it's true"

"I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.."

"Love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you"

so if it's possible, will you grow old with me, 15? :)

Finally!!!!!!

Yeay! Exam is o.v.e.r peeps! yep, one of the hardest weeks in my life. 


tp hari senin masih ada classmeeting, pdhl kl bisa kabur pengen langsung ke rumah dinda. haaa entah knp rasanya pasrah sm nilai uas kali ini, apalagi mtk.. worst-math-exam. nyeseknya lg skrg di tl banyak yg ngetweets gini "Wish me luck for Science Olimpiade today" aaaaa gila gue kapan coba ¬_¬


eniwei kmrn abis double date dong hehe me-hilman & fibi-detyo. pas paginya sempet ujan dan udah ngantuk bgt abis les tp krn ini "date" jadi ttp dateng. berangkat naik taksi sama nyokap, sempet bohong pas bilang mau jalan sm temen cewek.. maaf ma :( sampe sana langsung mutermuter citos sambil nungguin mereka dateng. sempet beli sesuatu buat anniv tanggal 15 nanti. cuma handmade sih, simple dan gak mahal pastinya, but i hope my feelings could reach you through this small-but-special gift♥


Akhirnya mereka dateng dan ternyata hlmn sempet hampir salah orang wkwkwk sabar ya kamuu u,u kita langsung ke 21 dan mesen tiket The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader yg jam 13:15. jujur cuma merhatiin 35% dari ceritanya, sisanya? jangan tanya. tp ttp Skandar Keynes bikin melting~ setelah itu gue dan fibi beli Haagen Dazs dan ke Burger King. pas lg makan hilman dpt sms kl Faisal menang dan dapet medali perak di  olimpiade internasional! CONGRATULATION SAL ;D puput gajanda lg deeh hahha -_-v oiya sempet ada percakapan gini di BK. H= Hilman P=Putri


H            : *megang& ngusep2 perut*
P            : "knp? sakit perut?" *ikut megang perut dia*
H            : "iya put"
H&P*tbtb :"ada yg nendang-nendang"
H&P       : "......"


HAHA oke itu ngakak bgt. bodohnya knp smsm mikirin hamil ckck T-T oke, Seharian itu kita sempet ngobrol heart-to-heart. kita jujur-jujuran, dan flashback dari kls 7-9. ternyata kita berdua kena karma, grgr pernah ngomong gini "Dia itu cuma mantan, gak mungkin suka/jadian lagi", tapi kenyataanya? we're officially dating now and we're deep in love. One of the things that make you special is I can be myself and feel perfect when i'm with you. pokoknya thanks bgt ya sayaang buat kemaren. kpnkpn lagi yaa..... :9


15♥

Cayman Islands

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?

Proud of you - Fiona fung

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

Love Song - Sara Bareilles 

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Hung up - Madonna

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Gravity - Sara Bareilles

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?

Low - Flo Rida ft. T-pain

6. WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?

The First Time - The Script

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Truly Madly Deeply - Savage Garden

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Maybe - Yiruma

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Your Call - Secondhand serenade

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?

Deeper Conversation - Yuna

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Nothing on you - Bob ft. Bruno Mars

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

The Great White Ceiling - Givebackthelights

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

If I could See you again - Yiruma

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Down - Jay Sean ft. lil wayne

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Whataya Want From Me - Adam Lambert 

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

If You are not the one - Daniel Bedingfield

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

Secrets - One Republic

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Firework - Yuna

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

Got your back - TI ft. Keri Hilson

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Someday we'll know - New Radicals

22. WHAT WILL YOUR CHILD’S FIRST WORDS BE?

Rocket - Yuna

23. WHAT DO YOU SAY WHEN YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR?

Sunlight - Diana Vickers

24. WHAT DID YOU SAY IN YOUR SLEEP LAST NIGHT?

Just The Way You are - Bruno Mars

25. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Cayman Islands - Kings of Convenience

(note: random songs on your music player for each question)

Make the stars look like they're not shining ♪

Szervuzs peeps!

Still struggling with exam things, it's gotten more difficult each day -,- got 72,5 on PLKJ and 8 on Science ...BAD. anyway, i've been sick since last week, yes as always....sore throat. nuff said. better share what i found yesterday on facebook ;-) 

Seorang anak laki-laki bertanya kepada ibunya
"Mengapa engkau menangis?"
"Karena aku seorang wanita," dia berkata kepada anaknya.
"Aku tidak mengerti," jawab anak laki-laki tersebut.
Sang ibu memeluk anaknya dan berkata "Dan kau tidak akan pernah mengerti"
Anak laki-laki itu tumbuh dan menjadi seorang laki-laki dewasa, dan tetap merasa heran mengapa wanita menangis.

Akhirnya dia menelepon Tuhan, dan ketika sudah terhubung, dia bertanya, "Tuhan, mengapa wanita begitu mudah menangis?"
Tuhan berkata "Aku menciptakan wanita istimewa. Aku menciptakan baginya bahu yang kuat untuk memikul beban dunia, tapi begitu lembut sehingga dapat memberikan kenyamanan."
"Aku memberinya kekuatan untuk melahirkan dan menahan penolakan yang kerap muncul dari anak-anaknya"
"Aku memberinya keteguhan yang membuatnya dapat tetap bertahan di saat semua orang sudah menyerah, dan tetap memperhatikan keluarganya tanpa mengeluh saat sedang lelah maupun sakit."
"Aku memberinya kepekaan untuk mencintai anak-anaknya dalam keadaan apapun, meskipun mereka menyakitinya."
"Aku memberinya kekuatan untuk bisa memaklumi kesalahan-kesalahan suaminya, menciptakannya dari tulang rusuk suaminya untuk melindungi hatinya"
"Aku memberinya kearifan untuk mengetahui bahwa seorang suami yang baik tidak akan pernah menyakiti istrinya, tetapi kadang-kadang menguji kekuatan dan ketetapan hatinya untuk tetap teguh mendampingi suaminya"
"Dan akhirnya, Aku memberinya air mata untuk dicurahkan. Ini khusus miliknya untuk digunakan kapanpun diperlukan."
"Kau lihat: Kecantikan seorang wanita tidak terletak pada pakaian yang dikenakannya, penampilan fisiknya, atau cara dia menyisir rambutnya."

"Kecantikan seorang wanita dapat dilihat melalui matanya, karena mata adalah pintu menuju hatinya, tempat dimana cinta bersemayam."

....beautiful, huh? well, at least that's what i thought and i'm pretty sure you too. 'H'e said he loves my eyes, the way i stare deeply into his eyes, but avoid when he's the one staring (you know..shy :b) 

'kay, need to get a life, means need to study hard for tomorrow.

babaaay~

100 truths of Pootre

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage = Fettuccine
2. Last phone call = Saras
3. Last text message = Boyf, Hilman <3
5. Last time you cried = Last Friday night.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = yep
7. Been cheated on = never, except for exam :p
8. Kissed someone & regretted it ? = yeah, but i didn't regret it.
9. Lost someone special = often...yes.
10. Been depressed = yes
11. Been drunk and threw up = eww, no.

FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS
12. Purple
13. Green
14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend = yes
16. Fallen out of love = yes
17. Laughed until you cried = yes, w/ my buddies♥
18. Met someone who changed you = yes
19. Found out who your true friends were = nope
20. Found out someone was talking about you = dunno
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = never count it
23. How many kids do you want to have = 2, boy and girl. twins?yes pls ;)
24. Do you have any pets = yes, fish birds and a cat
25. Do you want to change your name = someday, last name of my boyf HAHA amen
26. What did you do for your last birthday = treated my buddies...and sister.
27. What time did you wake up today = 5.30~
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = tweet and tweet!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = emm, no idea
30. Last time you saw your Mother = this morning
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = my laziness T_T
32. What are you listening to right now = Yiruma - Kissed the Rain
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = i guess..no
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = brb,gotta pee!
35. Most visited webpage = twitter tumblr facebook, and currently tinierme!
36. Whats your real name = Putri Rizki Wulandari
37. Nicknames = Putri, wulan, prw, pootre, pot, sayang (?)
38. Relationship Status = taken on 151110 ♥
39. Zodiac sign = Capricorn
40. Male or female? = female
41. Elementary? = MIN 10 pondok pinang
42. Middle School = SMPN 68 @rtvlz43!
43. High School/College = coming soon, WML guise
44. Hair colour = black
45. Long or short = long
46. Height = 157 cm, last time i checked.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?= no crush.
48: What do you like about yourself? = every little things of me that make me perfect along w/ him♥
49. Piercings = yes (?)
50. Tattoos = Pen tattoos only when i'm bored :P
51. Righty or lefty = Righty!

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = never
53. First piercing = forgot
54. First best friend = no first..okay forgot.
55. First sport you joined = swimming, but had problem with health :')
56. First vacation = forgot again~
58. First pair of trainers = emm, dunno.
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating = nope
60. Drinking = nope
61. I'm about to = reply his message..
62. Listening to = Low - Flo-rida ft. T-pain
63. Waiting for = MONEY $_$ (?)

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids = not really..
65. Get Married= ^same as above
66. Career = banker. amen!
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes? = eyes
68. Hugs or kisses? = gaah can't decide but..kisses
69. Shorter or taller? = taller
70. Older or Younger? = older
71. Romantic or spontaneous ? = spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms? = nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud ? = dunno
74. Hook-up or relationship? = relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant? = dunno again

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger? = what?no -_-
77. Drank hard liquor? = nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts? = nope
79. Sex on first date? = won't
80. Broken someone's heart? = often..yes. sorry :')
81. Had your own heart broken? = yes, much.
82. Been arrested? = nope
83. Turned someone down? = yes
84. Cried when someone died? = yes
85. Lied to your bestfriend? = yes

DO YOU BELIEVE
86. Yourself? = yes
87. Miracles? = yes
88. Love at first sight ? = yes, that's what he told me..
89. Heaven? = yes
90. Santa Claus? = no
91. Kiss on the first date? = yes
92. Angels? = yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time? = never and won't
95. Did you sing today = nope
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = 4 years old, i think?
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = no idea

99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = yes, sometimes..
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = if that's what you wish.

Where to Kiss your Love

Kiss on the hand means : FRIENDSHIP. 
Kiss on the nose means : YOU’RE CUTE. 
Kiss on the cheek means : I NEED YOU. 
Kiss on the neck means : I WANT YOU. 
Kiss on the lips means : I LOVE YOU. 

Kissing with eyes closed means : I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU. 
Kissing with eyes opened means : I’M WATCHING WHERE YOUR HANDS ARE GOING. 


Stolen Kisses are THE SWEETEST!! > <


Other signs...
Often thinking of you means : I CARE FOR YOU 
Holding hands means : I LIKE YOU 
Looking into the eyes means : DO YOU LOVE ME? 
Squeezing fingertips means : I WANT A Kiss 
Leaning on the shoulder means : COMFORT ME 
Getting occasional short hugs means : I MISS YOU 


that's it guise. What? is it strange for me to post something like this? i'm just curious ;-) 


got it from here 

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 1

Harry Potter 7 is here! still the first part though. I watched it yesterday w/ @gyralda @dinadineh @vebirani @nabdev and @ammoooy at 21 Citos. Alda treated us the movie to celebrate her birthday on November 17th. HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY buddy! We gave her a small printed vintage luggage and yeah, she loves it! Well, back to the movie. The movie showed stunning, amusing and heartbreaking moments. Like when Hedwig, Mad-eye, and Dobby died :'(  poor them.. especially Dobby :') he's such a kind elf and yes Dobby you're free.

Dobby! 

Unfortunately, Tom felton (my 2nd boyf :P) had a really little tiny bit part in the movie =_= but I love the part when Ron, Emma, and the others turned into Harry Potter LOL

This scene (Y) (Y) (Y)

and oh! Don't forget  The Tales of Beedle the Bard. 

I own the book long before knew it would appear on HP7..

I mean long before yesterday :P

it was my favorite book. The cover, the stories, even the author is awesome!

well, that's it guise. had to turn off the computer before the lightning hit it -_-

bye peeps! have a nice Mon(ster)day night ;D

Music Session part #2

SAVAGE GARDEN - Truly Madly Deeply lyrics

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning. 
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

Chorus

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me... 

Verse 2

And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry.. 
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

Bridge

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you. 
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do... 

pootre is taken peeps ☺

                                   15.11.10 ♥♥ hilman fadli supriadi

time to say "Morning dear".....

time to stay beside him anywhere and anytime....

time to be a BIG girl :')

time to hold back the tears and have a warm hug.....

time to say "Have a nice dream" :*

time to say I LOVE YOU dear

Thanks for being the dearest person to me

from the girl

who loves you with ALL her heart :D

*hidden text ;)

Random feelings part I

"Iwant to get his attention like the one that she got. but i don't want to make him worry either"

"I may not as girly, mother-like, dependables, and clever as she is....but yeah I love him like no one else could"

"The fact that she knows you more than i know you.. haunted me all along"

"It's painful to realize that when we're together you never look as happy as when you're with another girl"

"Surrounded by JEALOUSY is really tiring. Got heartaches easily and mistaken as a weak girl when actually it's not easy to say 'I'm fine' "

i's been 8 days since the last update~

Hello peeps :D

Past

last week i went to bandung to accompany my mother doing her job there. 2 days 1 night at banana inn. what a great moment~

Present

akhirakhir ini lg deket sm seseorang...call him kuro :3 tp dia lebih suka dipanggil 'sayang'~ we're not official yet but yeah we're deep in love. I love you kuro ♥♥

Future

hem nothing to say. Cuma berharap ga akan ada banyak masalah kyk yg duludulu :')

bye peeps ☺

Happy Halloween ppl!~ trick or treat!

Guess i'll just take the treat :P oh well, Alda's birthday is coming soon. I need to think from now what gift should i give to her.

oh anyway, let's back to the title guise. HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

no party, or anything fun. just chilling at home, worrying about stuffs like homeworks °o° and in a need of cookies, or the new Magnum ice cream yummeh~

Had tried the Classic (1st) and the almond one (2nd) :9

My chairmate,saras, has been sick for a week. I hope she get well soon :') 

Dodododoomsday כּ_כּ

well, it's not doomsday until my mom sees my school report.

hari ini pengambilan rapor dan gue bangun jam 8 -_- tanya mbak "ayah kemana?" katanya udah berangkat bareng nyokap...WHAT THE udah panik tuh langsung aja sms bokap lg dimana?sm siapa?udah mkn blm? #abaikan. Ternyata nyokap ke kantor dan artinya bokap ngambil rapor sendiri.

akhirnya bokap pulang rada siang gitu, membawa sehelai kertas yg bisa bikin nyokap......kecewa :( nilai IPA jeblok bgt, tanya kenapa? krn gue ngerjain dgn sakitsakitan, belajar jg gak maksimal (always), dandan soalnya susah bgt demiapapunjuga. Cuma liat rapor sekilas, selanjutnya....dah ah males -_-

hemhem peeps, knp akhir2 ini badan gue rasanya aneh ya? kepala suka sakit tiba2, kaki tangan badan semuanya juga. Kadang cuma sebentar, tp bisa sampe lama. Paling sering ya sakit kepala, bisa 3 jam sekali munculnya, eh tp gangitungin juga kalih jd gatau -,- dan sejak gue bangun tadi pagi, kaki kiri gue skt banget kl jalan terus jd pincang jalannya~ doain semoga gak kenapakenapa deh yaa

Once again, bikin account dengan nickname pootre. yapyap baru aja bikin account Flavors.me dengan nickname Pootre <- clickclick

adiós!

Pray for Indonesia ☺

Jakarta berduka :'( baru kemaren hujan deres banget, jalanan sampe banjir dan macet total. Terus sekarang Mentawai tsunami, dan gunung Merapi meletus. Semoga gak ada korban jiwa ya Allah. AMIN

Gak cuma Indonesia yg berduka, gue juga :'( berduka atas sikap gue yg 'childish', 'fragile' dan bermental tempe gini -_--- 1 masalah blm selesai, udah numpuk masalah lain.. gue yang salah, tp juga ngerasa orang lain yang salah... punya jalan keluar tp gapunya cukup mental :(

kenapa sih gue berubah? dulu gue bisa ngontrol sikap positive thinking tp skrg gak...berat bgt rasanya kl harus nyesek tiap hari..that's all guys~ badmood bete bye

Step Up 3!

buenos dias erryone :D

woken up by alarm and it gave me real headache -_--- Gahhh! i HATE m(ourn)day. But hey! yesterday i went to Gandaria City w/ my family. My siblings and me watched STEP UP 3! and you know what? it.is.BREATH-TAKING o.O yeah at first i was like ._. but then i was like "OHMYGOSH look at the hand!the moves! whoaaaa it's like ninja!" LOL in short.. G.R.E.A.T

Oh and the soundtrack made me fall in love~ "Club can't Handle Me" by Florida ft. David Guetta

Some pictures again :)

gonna try this!!

makes me fall in love with new york city~

THE moves....

btw, i need to finish my homework.

g'Bye peeps ;)

it's PMS! my long-live-enemy

Guten morgen peeps ;D

Ayeeee!! i've changed my blog url and title into "pootre.blogspot.com" and "POO-tre"

quite odd to see huh? it's from my nickname actually "putri" but then i found it too 'normal' and then i decided to use "poo" as my brand (?). BOOM! it became Pootre!!! (to tell you the truth it was a long time ago but i use it until now)

btw, hari ini gue kebangun jam 3:03 dgn keadaan gainget td malem ngapain dan knp bisa ketiduran, pdhl kemaren gue sms sekali gak ngantuk ._. oke ini udah 2 kali gue alamin sejak pms. kemaren adalah hari ke-4 gue *piiip*. Galau masih berlanjut.....kesel,sedih,nyesek masih blm meninggalkan tempatnya.

Hari pertama

period muncul ditengah2 jam pelajaran. alhasil gue panik dan itu udah bocor dikit-_- sempet pgn ke uks brg saras yg lg sakit tp gara2 si 'ketua kelas' akhirnya gajadi, oke badmood dan tiba2 nangis. pas native, pelajaran ken....gue benci dia. Pusing dan lemes, itu yg gue rasain sepanjang pelajaran. Bodohnya ada yg mancing kekesalan gue dan itu berujung damai tp terlanjur ngapus dia dari contact hp.

Hari kedua

bangun dengan heran krn lupa td malem knp bisa ketiduran...dan ke-sensitive-an gue makin menjadijadi. emosi gak bisa ditahan. gue nahan,mendem,nyesek sendiri. kesel sm seseorang dan mau cerita tp gak akan ada yg mau dengerin :( gue takut hidup gue bener2 jadi jungkir balik...

Hari ketiga

the loneliness feeling has grown. it made me uneasy around anybody. takut mereka jd menjauh setelah deket sm gue, tp juga gamau sendirian, krn gue gak sanggup. gue sadar ada yg aneh dari mereka, gue ngerasa mereka 'jahat'. pas pulang, gue langsung tidur sejam dan bangun2 udah maghrib. sms seseorang dan gak dibales. ol twitter gak ada yg bener2 deket sm gue. ol msn....cuma bikin nyesek. gue galau,kesepian,gelisah,takut,pengen...mati tp gue cuma bisa nangis.....liat tweets puput bikin gue tambah nangis lagi. akhirnya nonton lion king dan makin parah lagi.... ini yg paling parah peeps :'( gak pernah pms kyk gini. akhirnya gue gak tidur sampe berangkat sekolah

Hari keempat

jam 12:50 seseorang sms gue dan bikin gue jd (agak) lega......dan dia nemenin gue terus sampe subuh (thanks ya :') sampe sekolah, gue dtg ketiga. pertama kalinya hari jumat gue nyampe sepagi ini. semua berjalan lancar sampe sekitar jam 12 pas pada shalat jumat, dan yg lain istirahat. Di kelas cuma ada beberapa orang....gue nutup muka pake sapu tangan sambil dengerin puput cerita ke sagita ttg faisal....gue nangis. terus gue kedepan kelas...duduk di lantai sm sarah sm puput...tb2 ada seseorang dtg ke puput dan bkn masalah...selang waktu 5 detik sarah nanya ke gue "tante nangis?" (sarah is my lovely niece :') dan gue baru nyadar gue nangis..sarah panik, gue juga. Anak cowok udah pada balik dr shalat jumat, sebentar lg pm. puput di kelas, sendiri, nangis :'( gue masuk dan liat puput dan langsung nangis....

dan ini hari kelima, plis dong ga ada pmspms kyk gini lagi. gue capek jd cewek...tp bkn berarti mau jd cowok-_-

hem..that's all peeps maaf kalo berantakan, krn gue ngetik dgn perasaan yg kecampur aduk gini :' bye~

Damn it's true

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?

Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?

You fall deeper with each passing day,

But try to hide it in every possible way.

He's only a friend, and nothing else--

That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.

You keep on saying he's just a bud,

But deep inside, you're falling in love.

You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,

But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.

A simple glance turns into a stare,

But you pretned that you don't care.

It's "not right" for you two to be.

Is that why you hide it so no one can see?

But how long will you pretend?

Keep lying that he's just a friend?

Perhaps your feelings you can never show.

Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.

Your friendship can't be risked over this,

So being his girl is an impossible wish...

-Momei qu

Copas from kak Nadhira's blog

this is exactly what i feel. I feel dumb for fallen in love with him but i just can't help it. I love him, no doubt. He loves her, i doubt it, but the fact is it is TRUE. He's only a friend of mine, i would never get his attention like she does. yes, she. She is the one that he loves, the one he cares most about, the one i can't replace, especially in that big space of his heart. Can't you see me?Can't you understand how i feel? Can't you tell me how to not fly and fall at the same time? :'(

Mourn-ing peeps. I'm sick, and so is my sister.. gwrs for her :')

I'm having this as breakfast today! it's so....YUM~

Bye peeps, Have a SUNnyDay!!!

With great power, comes great responsibility" -Uncle ben 'Spiderman'

uYEAH! Finally Midterm Exam is OVER!!!! ~('▽'~) (~'▽')~"

yap cuma itu satu hal yg bikin gue lega minggu ini. why-o-why? karena gue udah sakit 7 hari sejak hari jumat minggu kemarin :( dan itu tambah parah karena gue tetep gabisa makan teratur. karena sakit itu juga jadi gak bisa belajar maksimal selama uts, sampe dapet nilai 7,3 di IPA. demiapabgt gue langsung nangis pas kemarin diumumin di kelas :'''''( dan akhirnya minggu depan.....remed.

yang bikin sedih lagi peeps, banyak bgt temen gue yg punya penyakit parah. bodohnya telat tau jugaa krn gak pernah nanya ke mereka. feel useless :| jadi kesel, sebel, benci bgt sm yg namanya penyakit. pergi jauhjauh plis gausah ganggu temen gue -_-

oiya peeps...

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY SARAS!!!!!!

HAVE A BLASTED BIRTHDAY, BUDDY

:D:D

oke sebenernya saras(@adeirlasrs) ultah tanggal 12, tp baru bisa ngasih surprise kemaren. kita ngasih surprise di rumah puput (@puputivn) brg sm adila (@adilamchtr), berupa satu box cupcakes (isi 8) dan adila ngasih lukisan buat saras OhEmGee itu lukisannya keren bgtbgt!!! *iri~

Wishnya... semoga tambah pinter, bisa banggain orang tua :), tambah cantik, tambah baik dan gak medit lagi ya satiiii ;p

foto menyusul yaa~ ada di kamera adila u,u

Bye peeeeeeps!! Have a Sweet Saturday!!

feel glad, feel ashamed, and feel useless...

hemm hell-o jell-o jellyoleee peeps (?)

hari kedua uts. bener2 gak suka sm uts tahun ini. maksa ya lg musim gak nentu gini malah dipaksa uts. pusing, lemes, radang, pegel itu yg gue rasain dari hari pertama uts dan gak bosen2nya mereka terus nempel di badan gue. ffff sementara ini nilai yg udah tau yaitu mtk sm pkn. mtk dpt 85 dan pkn juga 85. oke itu gak memuaskan sm sekali buat mtknya, tp pknnya yaa lumayanlah walaupun ttp gak suka krn bukan hasil murni.

ehem gue baru selesai shalat loh *gapentingmaafbye . jujur gue jarang shalat tp sekalinya iya pasti pas doa akhir shalatnya nangis. gatau kenapa.. kebanyakan dosa kali ya -_-

oiya, untuk bsk utsnya b.inggris dan ips. B.inggris skrg soalnya rada2 tambah susah gitu dan yakin bgt nanti bakal di awasin sm mamiengkay jadi yaaa terima nasib deh. IPS? maaf gue cuma merhatiin 1/10 dr apa yg dia jelasin jadi yg ini juga terima nasib aja wkwk.

Wish me luck peeps! bye~

Let's Make a Wish on 10.10.10 10:10:10!!!

Wishlist:

1. Pengen banget tambah tinggi 10 cm. Don't wanna stuck in this 156cm body anymore.
2. 10 hari kedepan bakal jadi my Lucky Days!amen.
3. ada yg nembak gue plis hahha walaupun gak mungkin nerima juga -_-
4. Tambah pinter dan rajin shalat 10x lipat!
5. Followers bertambah 10x lipat :D
6. Uang saku jadi 10x lipat bisa kali.
7. and I could buy 10 stuffs i need..ehm and want.
8. Semoga makin solid sm angkatan dan makin deket sm.....
9. juga semoga akhir tahun ini bisa refreshing setelah 6 tahun mendekap di rumah.
10. and Lastly, SEMOGA NILAI MIDTEST, UL.Sem 1, UAS dan UAN SEMUANYA 10!!!

peeps, sama sekali blm belajar buat uts -_- mager. cuma bisa memandang timeline orang2 yg lagi belajar *gelenggeleng* harus nyatet ulang cat. binggris kalo gak.... 'dead'. Butuh refreshing!!mau jalan2 tp bingung kemana, sm siapa, gak ada duit HHH guess i'll just enjoy this pretty ugly day at home.

uYeah!! it's my besties, Adila. She's REAL good at drawing and her drawings are unique (loveit!) it was Friday the 8th. i felt so bored to death i decided to online on MSN. She greeted me and ask me if i want to see her play guitar. So, i accepted her webcam invitation (although i don't have one -_-) and see her play so DAMN good!!! she played some Mocca songs and we sang together. I want this memory to never last. thanks buddy :')

masih ada yg pengen diceritain tapi.....lupa -_- so i'll guess this is a goodbye.

Bye poops....ups peeps!

Friday, September 24th ☺

firstly,

HAPPY SWEET 14TH BIRTHDAY DINA!!!!!!!!!!!

I HOPE YOUR BIRTHDAY WAS SPECIAL AS YOU ARE :D

Her birthday was on September 16th actually. She's my bestfriend although we're not classmate anymore :)

Yesterday we went to Cilandak Town Square and she treated us to lunch at Burger King. Thanksooo for the treat!

My friends and me gave her two gifts. It was a shoe and a stuffed animal. then, you know what?She was very happy that she almost cry!!! uwaaah i was so happy for her :)

Check this video out, peeps!

Oops sorry i can't upload the video. So, i'll just leave the screenshot here and the url to the channel - psst! it's full w/ videos of cat, named Moire :3 - in exchange.

Screenshot from one of Moire video, it's my favorite! click here to watch

She is waaaaaaaaaay too cute!!!really need a cat like her to keep my head out of stress. haaaaaaaa i want to hug her all day, and use her belly as my pillow in the night :D:D

click here to visit the channel on youtube

click here to visit the photo album on picasa

click here to visit the blog

Awwwwwhh :3 Can you believe those are the same cats with different cuteness?

Oh.Em.Gee i really need to stop this.

oh anyway look at my new wallpaper!

yep!it's Lady Gaga. Momma Monster RAWR ._.

i always loved it everytime she attracted people's attention, i mean yes EVERYtime. Just look at her VMA meat dress which made with real meat! WHA DUH FU~ and if you need more surprise, Let's see how many moonman awards that she got......8 Moonman Awards from 13 nominations!!! sorry for all Gaga haters but this shit is real :D along with that she announced the title of her new album. "Born This Way" she said. it's her third album with single "born this way".

and......Hey!!Have a nice H-3 Back to School!! urgh -_- i know it sucks

Wompee..Twitter..Desktop Buddy :D:D

Hell-o peeps :D

akhirnya tas yg di pesen online lewat fb dateng juga!! walaupun sempet mikirin siang malem selama 10 hari tp gak sia2 kok :) krn tasnya mendarat di rumah dengan selamat sentausa tanpa cacat setitikpun (?). Padahal yaa td lagi tidur siang dan tiba2 terbangun oleh suara merdu masmas JNE, karena yg buka pembantu sementara gue jd dia gatau apa2lah -_- akhirnya gue langsung menuju mas2nya, tanda tangan, dan..Wompee's finally became mine!!!

Saras juga beli looch krn gue rekomendasiin HAHHA dpt brp persen ya gue harusnya -_- tp beda dia pesen di kaskus dan yg warna biru. pas gue buka threadnya, ternyata jualan kalung plushie monster gitu langsunglah sms saras nitip kalungnya. jadi gue utang dulu ke dia tysm :D

ini kalung plushienya. semoga aslinya sesuai gambar amin :D

oiya, pagi tadi buka twitter dan sempet eror tak tau ada apa gerangan. pas liat TL ada yg tweet ttg NewTwitter. penasaran kan tuh akhirnya dikliklah linknya trus liat videonya. DAMN COOL! keren banget kalo twitter bener2 bakal jadi kayak gitu. harus liatlah pokoknya.

(click here to watch the video)

Hey!wanna look how my desktop looked like?

Here we go!!

(click here to see the larger picture)

Liat makhluk2 kecil dengan tampang innocent pada gambar di atas?yep!they're called Desktop Buddy :D sebenernya cuma ada 3 karakter tp mereka bisa bermitosis, ehem membelah diri maksudnya. Contohnya liat deh yang ada gambar bunga terus didalemnya ada karakternya? itu proses membelah dirinya :3 ucul sekaliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Mereka juga bisa nemplok di browser loh. bisa dilempar2 jugaa hahha tp kasian.

Have a beautiful night peeps :D:D

Random post (tagged as ADORABLE)

See those cute+adorable cats? yep, they WERE mine. 'were' cos' I only have the white one now :(

he's Seto Koji. Japanese actor and singer and my ex-boyf LOL adorable, huh?

lastly, i made this on picnik and gonna use this as wallpaper on my phone.

meet Mr. Moustache :D:D

DoodlEdit

So, i did some doodle-ing yesterday on Deviantart Muro. I should have draw a bucket of popcorn but it came to this.

after edited.

more edited.

it's messy but somehow, i like it.

Yesterday and Today

too lazy to write much here. so i'm just gonna tell you how i felt about yesterday and today, and post some photos here w/ caption of course :)

yesterday: i was boring to death.

her name is Shafina. Dia dtg tak dijemput saat saya sdg makan hoho

setelah sekian lama gak makan kue hahahha T^T

today: quite okay, i think.

you may not see it clearly but it's Central Park!!!

had lunch at Domino's :)

what i saw when i was taking a walk @ Central park. D'awwh <3

a bit wondered why the lobby was pink but it's cool! sorry, it's blurry

what i wore today :|

Last, but not least.

These are my photo collections. the big one is from my Diana mini :D

Notes: Today is Varadila's 14th Birthday!! wish all the best for you.

Bye peeps :)

Shalat Ied, Sungkeman, Makan-makan, THR!!

Happy Lebaran!!!

So..I was like really love this guy's photoblog and now i love it to the fullest

Well, I really obsessed with cute child photos lately, so i only put some photos of his nephew here. Anyone wonder who 'his' referred to? It's Spencer Tweedy! I mean look at his blog. He has those awesome photos that he got w/ Olympus OM. His photos looked so vintage and i just accidentally fallen in love XD. He does have a tumblr but he didn't post much there.

This is Olympus OM and i'm craving for it now *rawr

FYeah! It's Spencer Tweedy. A guy with brain flooded with awesomeness.