Happy Halloween ppl!~ trick or treat!

Guess i'll just take the treat :P oh well, Alda's birthday is coming soon. I need to think from now what gift should i give to her.

oh anyway, let's back to the title guise. HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

no party, or anything fun. just chilling at home, worrying about stuffs like homeworks °o° and in a need of cookies, or the new Magnum ice cream yummeh~

Had tried the Classic (1st) and the almond one (2nd) :9

My chairmate,saras, has been sick for a week. I hope she get well soon :') 

Dodododoomsday כּ_כּ

well, it's not doomsday until my mom sees my school report.

hari ini pengambilan rapor dan gue bangun jam 8 -_- tanya mbak "ayah kemana?" katanya udah berangkat bareng nyokap...WHAT THE udah panik tuh langsung aja sms bokap lg dimana?sm siapa?udah mkn blm? #abaikan. Ternyata nyokap ke kantor dan artinya bokap ngambil rapor sendiri.

akhirnya bokap pulang rada siang gitu, membawa sehelai kertas yg bisa bikin nyokap......kecewa :( nilai IPA jeblok bgt, tanya kenapa? krn gue ngerjain dgn sakitsakitan, belajar jg gak maksimal (always), dandan soalnya susah bgt demiapapunjuga. Cuma liat rapor sekilas, selanjutnya....dah ah males -_-

hemhem peeps, knp akhir2 ini badan gue rasanya aneh ya? kepala suka sakit tiba2, kaki tangan badan semuanya juga. Kadang cuma sebentar, tp bisa sampe lama. Paling sering ya sakit kepala, bisa 3 jam sekali munculnya, eh tp gangitungin juga kalih jd gatau -,- dan sejak gue bangun tadi pagi, kaki kiri gue skt banget kl jalan terus jd pincang jalannya~ doain semoga gak kenapakenapa deh yaa

Once again, bikin account dengan nickname pootre. yapyap baru aja bikin account Flavors.me dengan nickname Pootre <- clickclick

adiós!

Pray for Indonesia ☺

Jakarta berduka :'( baru kemaren hujan deres banget, jalanan sampe banjir dan macet total. Terus sekarang Mentawai tsunami, dan gunung Merapi meletus. Semoga gak ada korban jiwa ya Allah. AMIN

Gak cuma Indonesia yg berduka, gue juga :'( berduka atas sikap gue yg 'childish', 'fragile' dan bermental tempe gini -_--- 1 masalah blm selesai, udah numpuk masalah lain.. gue yang salah, tp juga ngerasa orang lain yang salah... punya jalan keluar tp gapunya cukup mental :(

kenapa sih gue berubah? dulu gue bisa ngontrol sikap positive thinking tp skrg gak...berat bgt rasanya kl harus nyesek tiap hari..that's all guys~ badmood bete bye

Step Up 3!

buenos dias erryone :D

woken up by alarm and it gave me real headache -_--- Gahhh! i HATE m(ourn)day. But hey! yesterday i went to Gandaria City w/ my family. My siblings and me watched STEP UP 3! and you know what? it.is.BREATH-TAKING o.O yeah at first i was like ._. but then i was like "OHMYGOSH look at the hand!the moves! whoaaaa it's like ninja!" LOL in short.. G.R.E.A.T

Oh and the soundtrack made me fall in love~ "Club can't Handle Me" by Florida ft. David Guetta

Some pictures again :)

gonna try this!!

makes me fall in love with new york city~

THE moves....

btw, i need to finish my homework.

g'Bye peeps ;)

it's PMS! my long-live-enemy

Guten morgen peeps ;D

Ayeeee!! i've changed my blog url and title into "pootre.blogspot.com" and "POO-tre"

quite odd to see huh? it's from my nickname actually "putri" but then i found it too 'normal' and then i decided to use "poo" as my brand (?). BOOM! it became Pootre!!! (to tell you the truth it was a long time ago but i use it until now)

btw, hari ini gue kebangun jam 3:03 dgn keadaan gainget td malem ngapain dan knp bisa ketiduran, pdhl kemaren gue sms sekali gak ngantuk ._. oke ini udah 2 kali gue alamin sejak pms. kemaren adalah hari ke-4 gue *piiip*. Galau masih berlanjut.....kesel,sedih,nyesek masih blm meninggalkan tempatnya.

Hari pertama

period muncul ditengah2 jam pelajaran. alhasil gue panik dan itu udah bocor dikit-_- sempet pgn ke uks brg saras yg lg sakit tp gara2 si 'ketua kelas' akhirnya gajadi, oke badmood dan tiba2 nangis. pas native, pelajaran ken....gue benci dia. Pusing dan lemes, itu yg gue rasain sepanjang pelajaran. Bodohnya ada yg mancing kekesalan gue dan itu berujung damai tp terlanjur ngapus dia dari contact hp.

Hari kedua

bangun dengan heran krn lupa td malem knp bisa ketiduran...dan ke-sensitive-an gue makin menjadijadi. emosi gak bisa ditahan. gue nahan,mendem,nyesek sendiri. kesel sm seseorang dan mau cerita tp gak akan ada yg mau dengerin :( gue takut hidup gue bener2 jadi jungkir balik...

Hari ketiga

the loneliness feeling has grown. it made me uneasy around anybody. takut mereka jd menjauh setelah deket sm gue, tp juga gamau sendirian, krn gue gak sanggup. gue sadar ada yg aneh dari mereka, gue ngerasa mereka 'jahat'. pas pulang, gue langsung tidur sejam dan bangun2 udah maghrib. sms seseorang dan gak dibales. ol twitter gak ada yg bener2 deket sm gue. ol msn....cuma bikin nyesek. gue galau,kesepian,gelisah,takut,pengen...mati tp gue cuma bisa nangis.....liat tweets puput bikin gue tambah nangis lagi. akhirnya nonton lion king dan makin parah lagi.... ini yg paling parah peeps :'( gak pernah pms kyk gini. akhirnya gue gak tidur sampe berangkat sekolah

Hari keempat

jam 12:50 seseorang sms gue dan bikin gue jd (agak) lega......dan dia nemenin gue terus sampe subuh (thanks ya :') sampe sekolah, gue dtg ketiga. pertama kalinya hari jumat gue nyampe sepagi ini. semua berjalan lancar sampe sekitar jam 12 pas pada shalat jumat, dan yg lain istirahat. Di kelas cuma ada beberapa orang....gue nutup muka pake sapu tangan sambil dengerin puput cerita ke sagita ttg faisal....gue nangis. terus gue kedepan kelas...duduk di lantai sm sarah sm puput...tb2 ada seseorang dtg ke puput dan bkn masalah...selang waktu 5 detik sarah nanya ke gue "tante nangis?" (sarah is my lovely niece :') dan gue baru nyadar gue nangis..sarah panik, gue juga. Anak cowok udah pada balik dr shalat jumat, sebentar lg pm. puput di kelas, sendiri, nangis :'( gue masuk dan liat puput dan langsung nangis....

dan ini hari kelima, plis dong ga ada pmspms kyk gini lagi. gue capek jd cewek...tp bkn berarti mau jd cowok-_-

hem..that's all peeps maaf kalo berantakan, krn gue ngetik dgn perasaan yg kecampur aduk gini :' bye~

Damn it's true

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?

Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?

You fall deeper with each passing day,

But try to hide it in every possible way.

He's only a friend, and nothing else--

That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.

You keep on saying he's just a bud,

But deep inside, you're falling in love.

You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,

But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.

A simple glance turns into a stare,

But you pretned that you don't care.

It's "not right" for you two to be.

Is that why you hide it so no one can see?

But how long will you pretend?

Keep lying that he's just a friend?

Perhaps your feelings you can never show.

Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.

Your friendship can't be risked over this,

So being his girl is an impossible wish...

-Momei qu

Copas from kak Nadhira's blog

this is exactly what i feel. I feel dumb for fallen in love with him but i just can't help it. I love him, no doubt. He loves her, i doubt it, but the fact is it is TRUE. He's only a friend of mine, i would never get his attention like she does. yes, she. She is the one that he loves, the one he cares most about, the one i can't replace, especially in that big space of his heart. Can't you see me?Can't you understand how i feel? Can't you tell me how to not fly and fall at the same time? :'(

Mourn-ing peeps. I'm sick, and so is my sister.. gwrs for her :')

I'm having this as breakfast today! it's so....YUM~

Bye peeps, Have a SUNnyDay!!!

With great power, comes great responsibility" -Uncle ben 'Spiderman'

uYEAH! Finally Midterm Exam is OVER!!!! ~('▽'~) (~'▽')~"

yap cuma itu satu hal yg bikin gue lega minggu ini. why-o-why? karena gue udah sakit 7 hari sejak hari jumat minggu kemarin :( dan itu tambah parah karena gue tetep gabisa makan teratur. karena sakit itu juga jadi gak bisa belajar maksimal selama uts, sampe dapet nilai 7,3 di IPA. demiapabgt gue langsung nangis pas kemarin diumumin di kelas :'''''( dan akhirnya minggu depan.....remed.

yang bikin sedih lagi peeps, banyak bgt temen gue yg punya penyakit parah. bodohnya telat tau jugaa krn gak pernah nanya ke mereka. feel useless :| jadi kesel, sebel, benci bgt sm yg namanya penyakit. pergi jauhjauh plis gausah ganggu temen gue -_-

oiya peeps...

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY SARAS!!!!!!

HAVE A BLASTED BIRTHDAY, BUDDY

:D:D

oke sebenernya saras(@adeirlasrs) ultah tanggal 12, tp baru bisa ngasih surprise kemaren. kita ngasih surprise di rumah puput (@puputivn) brg sm adila (@adilamchtr), berupa satu box cupcakes (isi 8) dan adila ngasih lukisan buat saras OhEmGee itu lukisannya keren bgtbgt!!! *iri~

Wishnya... semoga tambah pinter, bisa banggain orang tua :), tambah cantik, tambah baik dan gak medit lagi ya satiiii ;p

foto menyusul yaa~ ada di kamera adila u,u

Bye peeeeeeps!! Have a Sweet Saturday!!

feel glad, feel ashamed, and feel useless...

hemm hell-o jell-o jellyoleee peeps (?)

hari kedua uts. bener2 gak suka sm uts tahun ini. maksa ya lg musim gak nentu gini malah dipaksa uts. pusing, lemes, radang, pegel itu yg gue rasain dari hari pertama uts dan gak bosen2nya mereka terus nempel di badan gue. ffff sementara ini nilai yg udah tau yaitu mtk sm pkn. mtk dpt 85 dan pkn juga 85. oke itu gak memuaskan sm sekali buat mtknya, tp pknnya yaa lumayanlah walaupun ttp gak suka krn bukan hasil murni.

ehem gue baru selesai shalat loh *gapentingmaafbye . jujur gue jarang shalat tp sekalinya iya pasti pas doa akhir shalatnya nangis. gatau kenapa.. kebanyakan dosa kali ya -_-

oiya, untuk bsk utsnya b.inggris dan ips. B.inggris skrg soalnya rada2 tambah susah gitu dan yakin bgt nanti bakal di awasin sm mamiengkay jadi yaaa terima nasib deh. IPS? maaf gue cuma merhatiin 1/10 dr apa yg dia jelasin jadi yg ini juga terima nasib aja wkwk.

Wish me luck peeps! bye~

Let's Make a Wish on 10.10.10 10:10:10!!!

Wishlist:

1. Pengen banget tambah tinggi 10 cm. Don't wanna stuck in this 156cm body anymore.
2. 10 hari kedepan bakal jadi my Lucky Days!amen.
3. ada yg nembak gue plis hahha walaupun gak mungkin nerima juga -_-
4. Tambah pinter dan rajin shalat 10x lipat!
5. Followers bertambah 10x lipat :D
6. Uang saku jadi 10x lipat bisa kali.
7. and I could buy 10 stuffs i need..ehm and want.
8. Semoga makin solid sm angkatan dan makin deket sm.....
9. juga semoga akhir tahun ini bisa refreshing setelah 6 tahun mendekap di rumah.
10. and Lastly, SEMOGA NILAI MIDTEST, UL.Sem 1, UAS dan UAN SEMUANYA 10!!!

peeps, sama sekali blm belajar buat uts -_- mager. cuma bisa memandang timeline orang2 yg lagi belajar *gelenggeleng* harus nyatet ulang cat. binggris kalo gak.... 'dead'. Butuh refreshing!!mau jalan2 tp bingung kemana, sm siapa, gak ada duit HHH guess i'll just enjoy this pretty ugly day at home.

uYeah!! it's my besties, Adila. She's REAL good at drawing and her drawings are unique (loveit!) it was Friday the 8th. i felt so bored to death i decided to online on MSN. She greeted me and ask me if i want to see her play guitar. So, i accepted her webcam invitation (although i don't have one -_-) and see her play so DAMN good!!! she played some Mocca songs and we sang together. I want this memory to never last. thanks buddy :')

masih ada yg pengen diceritain tapi.....lupa -_- so i'll guess this is a goodbye.

Bye poops....ups peeps!