"I love you" is not just a word. when it's said to one person, and both of them has commited to their relationship, that word becomes a vow. when it becomes a vow, you can't say "I love you" then "I love her" the next day. youknowhatImean? In order to keep the relationship lasts, you have to keep your feeling focused only to one person, the one you've said your vow to. And you have to refuse to love another. It is no one's fault but you if you fall in love with another girl, because you let yourself to fall. Just because you feel boring, sad, or any other temporary feeling in your relationship, if you truly love your girl, never ever let yourself fall to another girl even if it's only for a second. You let yourself to fall.. When you stand at the top of the cliff, tempted by what's lying down there. And the more you try to see it, then the closer you're to fall. I love you my 15. I hope you'll never ever fall in love with another girl. but if you do, hold my hand and tell me "we're over".

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It's been a reaaaaally long time since I blogged here. A lot of things were going on. but I finally survived \=D/ (kinda) soo, I don't have much to say.. Oh, I cut my hair. I enjoyed having shorter hair, but I miss my long hair sometimes :( and unfortunately, I forgot to tell she (who cut my hair, I don't know what it's called :/) to not cut my bangs. now I have to clip my bangs up, because it looks soo freak -_-

About my school, I've passed all the exams and I've been waiting so long to see the result. finally, there's only 5 days left until the announcement! I was worried, but also excited. I've been studying so hard to get into my favorite school. I hope my dream comes true, along with my friends & boyf. AMIIN :)

Lately, I had dreams. dreams about having a trip, or going somewhere with my friends, but without him. Somehow, at the end of the dreams, I always found myself going to someplace, and he's there. I told everything about my trip and just everything, he's always there to listen. then I woke up, it's always like that and have been going on for several days. I think that the dreams were trying to tell me that wherever I am, no matter how far the distance is, he'll always be there, he won't change and I trust him. but I'm still hoping we could go to the same school.

Actually, I'm not really ready for school. Assignments, exams, everything. I'm just waaaaaaaay to lazy, oh and tell you what, I've gained 2 kilos on this holidays :'| sucks. my bed's becoming more and more comfy everyday. I even bring my pillow around the house, especially when I'm searching for snacks, no wonder I've gained so much weight.

I've been listening to Rythem again. yeaaay, I used to like it so much I watched the videos on youtube everyday, and sing it of course. My brother told me that Rythem's disbanded. I was really upset, but oh well. at least I can still listening to their songs (y) my boyf likes Depapepe, I like them too. But for me Rythem is my Depapepe. got it?

I'm blogging because I wanted to but I'm so lazy, and somehow last night everyone's been posting on their blogs, so I think I need to get over my laziness and put some liveliness on my blog. hey sorry for the lack of my english skills, okay? :D -_-

bye fellas. have a great, amazing, and splendid day ♥

Bees' favourite colour is violet.

I've been so busy with school lately. But somehow I managed to do quite good in exams, even though there's still a School Exam, 4th Try Out, and the National Exam. So wish me luck guuise, wish I could get into 34 SHS along with my bestfriends, friends and boyf ☺

Currently listening to This = Love by The Script.

This is why we do it this is worth the pain
This is why we bow down and get back up again

This is where the heart lies, this is from above

Love is this, this is love

Love is why we do it love is worth the pain

Love is why we fall down, get back up again

Love is where the heart lies love is from above

Love is this, this is love ♪♫

And hey don't forget to swith off the lights tonight. Love your life means Love the earth. Happy Earth Hour!