10 Sep 2011


DAMN TRUE HAHA take that :p

5 Sep 2011

A Walk to Remember Quotes

"Love is like the wind. You cannot see it but you can always feel it." (yes, love is everywhere)


"Jamie: You know what I figured out today?
Landon: What?
Jamie: Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends. Like you were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this. You're my angel." (you just will never know what plan God has for you. It's unpredictable, it's like magic.. sometimes? when you look back at your hard times. but it always makes you feel glad. it makes you realize how much God loves you)


"Jamie has faith in me. She makes me want to be different, better." (being different's not always bad. it could mean being better. even though sometimes what's better for you is not for anyone else. choose what's better for you if you don't live just to please anyone else)

"Landon: I'm sorry she never got her miracle.
Reverend Sullivan: She did. It was you." (well, I cried at this part. Boohoo. If I'm Jamie, I do think Landon's my miracle. He's the one that makes me glad I was born into this world, into life. In my story, it's you)

"Landon: Can you find this star, right here?
Jamie: Sure. So why am I looking for this star?
Landon: Because I had it named for you. See? It's official. It's from the International Star Registry.
Jamie: This is wonderful... I love you." (it never be a bad moment everytime you look at the stars with the one you love<3)



"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres." (this one's from bible. but I knew it from the movie so... yeah)


"Landon: Do you love me?
[she nods]
Landon: Will you do something for me, then?
Jamie: [smiles] Anything.
Landon: Will you marry me?
[Jamie smiles and kisses him]" (.........*sigh)


"Landon: All I know is... you're beautiful." (...........*sigh)

"Landon: Are you scared? 
Jamie: To death... 
[Landon looks upset
Jamie: Lighten up. 
Landon: It's not funny. 
Jamie: I'm scared of not being with you. 
Landon: Oh baby, that will never happen... I'll be here." (Since you came into my life, there's nothing scares me more than the thought of losing you)

"Jamie: I'm sick.
Landon: I'll take you home. You'll be be...
Jamie: No. Landon! I'm sick. I have Leukemia.
Landon: No. You're 18. You - you're perfect.
Jamie: No. I found out two years ago and I've stopped responding to treatments.
Landon: So why didn't you tell me?
Jamie: The doctor said I should go on and live life normally as best I could. I - I didn't want anybody to be weird around me.
Landon: Including me?
Jamie: Especially you!
[Jamie looks down]
[Landon gets upset]
Jamie: Ya know, I was getting along with everything fine. I accepted it, and then you happened! I do not need a reason to be angry with God.
[Jamie runs away]" (this scene.... I was thinking of you this whole scene. It really breaks my heart)

"Landon: [voiceover] Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything. About life, hope and the long journey ahead. I'll always miss her. But our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it." (the last line of the movie. nothing to say)

Quotes from this and this
"I love you" is not just a word. when it's said to one person, and both of them has commited to their relationship, that word becomes a vow. when it becomes a vow, you can't say "I love you" then "I love her" the next day. youknowhatImean? In order to keep the relationship lasts, you have to keep your feeling focused only to one person, the one you've said your vow to. And you have to refuse to love another. It is no one's fault but you if you fall in love with another girl, because you let yourself to fall. Just because you feel boring, sad, or any other temporary feeling in your relationship, if you truly love your girl, never ever let yourself fall to another girl even if it's only for a second. You let yourself to fall.. When you stand at the top of the cliff, tempted by what's lying down there. And the more you try to see it, then the closer you're to fall. I love you my 15. I hope you'll never ever fall in love with another girl. but if you do, hold my hand and tell me "we're over".

29 Mei 2011

:D

It's been a reaaaaally long time since I blogged here. A lot of things were going on. but I finally survived \=D/ (kinda) soo, I don't have much to say.. Oh, I cut my hair. I enjoyed having shorter hair, but I miss my long hair sometimes :( and unfortunately, I forgot to tell she (who cut my hair, I don't know what it's called :/) to not cut my bangs. now I have to clip my bangs up, because it looks soo freak -_-

About my school, I've passed all the exams and I've been waiting so long to see the result. finally, there's only 5 days left until the announcement! I was worried, but also excited. I've been studying so hard to get into my favorite school. I hope my dream comes true, along with my friends & boyf. AMIIN :)

Lately, I had dreams. dreams about having a trip, or going somewhere with my friends, but without him. Somehow, at the end of the dreams, I always found myself going to someplace, and he's there. I told everything about my trip and just everything, he's always there to listen. then I woke up, it's always like that and have been going on for several days. I think that the dreams were trying to tell me that wherever I am, no matter how far the distance is, he'll always be there, he won't change and I trust him. but I'm still hoping we could go to the same school.

Actually, I'm not really ready for school. Assignments, exams, everything. I'm just waaaaaaaay to lazy, oh and tell you what, I've gained 2 kilos on this holidays :'| sucks. my bed's becoming more and more comfy everyday. I even bring my pillow around the house, especially when I'm searching for snacks, no wonder I've gained so much weight.

I've been listening to Rythem again. yeaaay, I used to like it so much I watched the videos on youtube everyday, and sing it of course. My brother told me that Rythem's disbanded. I was really upset, but oh well. at least I can still listening to their songs (y) my boyf likes Depapepe, I like them too. But for me Rythem is my Depapepe. got it?

I'm blogging because I wanted to but I'm so lazy, and somehow last night everyone's been posting on their blogs, so I think I need to get over my laziness and put some liveliness on my blog. hey sorry for the lack of my english skills, okay? :D -_-

bye fellas. have a great, amazing, and splendid day ♥

26 Mar 2011

Bees' favourite colour is violet.

I've been so busy with school lately. But somehow I managed to do quite good in exams, even though there's still a School Exam, 4th Try Out, and the National Exam. So wish me luck guuise, wish I could get into 34 SHS along with my bestfriends, friends and boyf ☺

Currently listening to This = Love by The Script.



This is why we do it this is worth the pain
This is why we bow down and get back up again
This is where the heart lies, this is from above
Love is this, this is love


Love is why we do it love is worth the pain
Love is why we fall down, get back up again
Love is where the heart lies love is from above
Love is this, this is love ♪♫



And hey don't forget to swith off the lights tonight. Love your life means Love the earth. Happy Earth Hour!



29 Jan 2011

Ich Liebe Dich

I love you from my heart
I love you forever with you
I love you, it's the first time I felt so
I love you, forever and ever, my feelings won't change
I love you, tomorrow and the day after, too,
I love you, surely I'll call this, 'happiness'. 


those words are for you, my 15.saat kamu baca ini, berarti aku lg mikirin kamu sekarang. ya, karena kamu selalu larilari di pikiranku. dan gak cuma di pikiranku, kamu selalu ada buat aku di saat aku butuh kamu. ya walaupun kamu sering kebo trs ninggalin aku tidur ya man, kamu jg sering lemot sampe bikin gemes :/ tp rasa sayang kamu ke aku yg besaaaar banget yg nutupin semua kekurangan kamu :) I love how days start with your 'Good morning :)" and end with your 'Good night :)" hunny :3 maaf ya kl aku sering ngecewain kamu, bikin kamu sedih, tp aku harap rasa sayang kamu ke aku gaakan berubah ya sayang :) I believe in your feelings :* 


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currently listening to Phil Collins songs. great (y) gotcha! no hidden text :p





26 Jan 2011

you know, "smile" is my favorite. I love smiling but I love you more. So, there are times when I can't smile at all. The first is when I make you sad. It hurts so much because I never intended to make you sad :( The second is when you're only smiling to the others, and not me. The third is when I can't fake a smile, just a little smile seems really hard to show. I wish I was stronger. But, the last is the most miserable part.. it's when I can't make him smiling no matter hard I've tried :''( if only I could trade your frown with my smile, or trade your life with mine, I will. 
I love you. I love the way you smile first at me.. as if you're saying "I love you" through your eyes. Special, that's what I feel everytime you smile at me. I feel complete and comfortable when I am with you. But then I got more than a million feelings when I'm thinking of you, which means everytime.. every second of my life.

Boy, I know I'm not perfect and we're quite the opposite, but you completed me. You took everything for me, but yes you entrusted me your heart which means so much to me.. more than anything in this world. I'll never get tired of saying "I love you" only for you :) I Love You, hilman. Aku cuma mau yang terbaik buat kamu, apapun itu. Aku akan tetep sayang kamu, apapun yang terjadi... :')