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you know, "smile" is my favorite. I love smiling but I love you more. So, there are times when I can't smile at all. The first is when I make you sad. It hurts so much because I never intended to make you sad :( The second is when you're only smiling to the others, and not me. The third is when I can't fake a smile, just a little smile seems really hard to show. I wish I was stronger. But, the last is the most miserable part.. it's when I can't make him smiling no matter hard I've tried :''( if only I could trade your frown with my smile, or trade your life with mine, I will. 
I love you. I love the way you smile first at me.. as if you're saying "I love you" through your eyes. Special, that's what I feel everytime you smile at me. I feel complete and comfortable when I am with you. But then I got more than a million feelings when I'm thinking of you, which means everytime.. every second of my life.

Boy, I know I'm not perfect and we're quite the opposite, but you completed me. You took everything for me, but yes you entrusted me your heart which means so much to me.. more than anything in this world. I'll never get tired of saying "I love you" only for you :) I Love You, hilman. Aku cuma mau yang terbaik buat kamu, apapun itu. Aku akan tetep sayang kamu, apapun yang terjadi... :')